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Oh geez I messed up my meds so badly today :( Missed 6am dose, 10am dose, 12pm dose, AND 1:30pm doses and did not notice until 3pm. No wonder I felt like death all day!!! :(

... On the plus side, I may as well bring the next neurontin dose reduction forward, since i did it by mistake today anyway! I was planning for Tuesday so it's not much of a change.

I do hate it so MUCH when I mess up, because it makes me feel so darn ill. And unfortunately messing up one dose always increases my brainfog which makes further messups a lot more likely - that's why it cascades like this.

Also this weekend I was expecting my new phone to be picked up by Apple on Thursday or Friday so I hadn't bothered to set my usual "have you taken your meds??" alarms on the phone after I reset it on Wednesday. At the time it didn't seem worth the bother as I was expecting a Thursday AM pickup as I had arranged. Fear not, they're set now!!

I'm off to see my mast cell specialist on Monday, which I am not at all looking forward to. It takes a ton of energy and I don't feel very confident that he's going to be helpful. Wish me luck and energy and strength to stand up for what I need, OK?

I really hope tomorrow is better.

r