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Nov. 29th, 2016 09:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jeshyrSo I thought I was mostly over the Plaquenil cramps, then yesterday and today are hellish. But maybe it's a virus? Or IBS?
The only way to ever really tell what caused something is hindsight where you can put it in the context of what came before and what came after, sadly (even then it's a guess). When you're in the middle of it it's very "fog of war"-like and confusing and you have no idea what's going on.
I've have had a rough few weeks. My dearly beloved grandmother died and I was too sick to attend the funeral, so felt very alone and left out. Family was lovely - the alone and left out was nobody's fault but the universe's.
On the positive side I have had a very enjoyable time buying Christmas gifts this year. Also bought a new tree and lights and stuff which I put up at the start of November when it arrived, to everybody's amused horror. Christmas lights are fun and will be enjoyed for as long as possible, thank you!
The only way to ever really tell what caused something is hindsight where you can put it in the context of what came before and what came after, sadly (even then it's a guess). When you're in the middle of it it's very "fog of war"-like and confusing and you have no idea what's going on.
I've have had a rough few weeks. My dearly beloved grandmother died and I was too sick to attend the funeral, so felt very alone and left out. Family was lovely - the alone and left out was nobody's fault but the universe's.
On the positive side I have had a very enjoyable time buying Christmas gifts this year. Also bought a new tree and lights and stuff which I put up at the start of November when it arrived, to everybody's amused horror. Christmas lights are fun and will be enjoyed for as long as possible, thank you!
