those songs are awesome; some of them made me cry. and i'd only heard of one of them before, so thank you for sharing them!

i made a playlist after my second surgery (and revised it somewhat after Superstorm Sandy). the only song from my list that might be appropriate for you, though, is "Fucking Perfect", by P!ink (that's the way she spells it. i can't find an uncensored version on YouTube any more, but i'm sure you know the song.

anyway, i hope you're feeling at least a little bit better by the time you read this.
*hugs*